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Long time no see! Life has been hectic, so no rest for the wicked, and no time to do anything creative besides. To be honest my mind wasn't really in the right zone to do anything constructive artwise for a while, but I'm getting back in the mood to do some cool stuff. A space piece is in the works, just have to find the time to finish it. Besides that I just submited a new poem about something that has just become a major thing in my life, and with which I'm wrestling right now. Damn how the feminine kind can drive you to madness. Great inspiration though 
It's been a while
Well, In a couple of months it's been a year since last I did anything substantial here on DA. Well, to sum last year up, it has been an utter and complete mess. My father died after half a year of cancer, me and my mom haven't been on the best of terms lately and I have been having trouble coping. Besides that I've fallen in love with a friend of mine, which is giving me headaches. I told her last week how she feels, and though she at least feels more than a mere friendship towards me, she doesn't know if she should act on the feelings she has, so that has been a pretty decent cliffhanger for the last week. Anyways, just here to tell you I m
Heads up
......so I'm really into sado-masochistic torture and stuff these days......
got your attention right? :P
Anyway.....Inspiration aplenty, just no motivation to do what I want to do. I want to go out and take great shots, I want to get into vector-art, I want to do a new boundary-shattering space piece, I want to really master terragen, I want to start making 3d abstracts......in short, I want A LOT!
Only limiting factor is time. A new job, a shitload of projects and cases I have to complete this semester (including a research project that has already taken about 6 months and is due in two months, totalling a mere 90-100 pages). An average
Finally
Finals are almost over.....only have one left (Information Management......stuff can't get more dull) and then I can relax.....for like four days, when the new semester begins and new lectures will kick off. That's the only thing that sucks; no vacation during the year when going to university (except for summer, in which I need to study my ass of to pass some exams I screwed up first semester lol). But screw it, I think I'm gonna take the first two upcoming weeks off and do absolutely nothing :D.
On another note, I'll try to submit some stuff more regularly (if time permits it that is) and I want to do a lot more photography. I bought this
Oh my....
Hot damn am I depressed at the moment.......Life just keeps on throwing crap on my plate, and I'm on the point of not being able to cope with it anymore. Let's see what's behind door number one shall we? a father that's terminally ill, finals that are really getting messed up, a love that is slumbering just beneath the surface, and then some. Joy. I'll probably feel better in a couple of days, but just needed to vent. Wrote a lil poem too (Fade Away). Ah well, next journal I'll feel better, I promise.
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