Timetwister

Words cannot grasp a feeling, utter a state of mind nor express an emotion. What is said are the bare remains of a pulsing warmth flowing through my heart and veins, wreathing my body in flame and consuming the last scrap of rationale left in me. An urge too vast for all universe to withhold, fixated in my mind and trying to find its way out through my arm on this piece of paper. A quiet despair drowned by a thunderous echo of joy and completeness. An empty bubble on the brink of collapsing, suddenly filled with frosty cold air. A meadow, twinkling of dew catching first sunlight on a chilly morning, as if all the stars decided to find their f

The Infinite Loop Of  An Emotional Rollercoaster Depression into Euphoria into Indifferance. Nothing Taking Form, A Mist Shrouding The Mind's Eye From Seeing Reality. An Infinite Universe of Pleas, Cries, Sobs And Laughter. Slowly Entering A State of Detachment. A Greyness Of Life. Cold Nor Warm, Sweet Nor Bitter, Mad Nor Sane. The Mist Clearing, Leaving The Mind Blinded With A Flash Of Recognition. Seeing Times Of Joy, Sorrow, Pain and Affection. The Dream Shattered, The Flash Subsiding. Leaving A World Radiating Brilliance, For She Walks The Newly Revealed Soil. Cold And Warm, Bittersweet, Both Mad And Sane. All Distilled In

Gone Are The Days, Of Truthfull Delight. Left Is Pure Dread, And Horrible Fright I No Longer Sleep, My Beautifull Dreams. What I Thought Was Love, Is Not What It Seems. Emotions Run Through Me. I Don't Comprehend. The Ground Shifts, Can't See. Don't Know Where To Stand. Whereto Went The Logic, Of How Things Should Be. My Feelings A Tangle, I Wish I Could Flee. Some Think Love A Gem, Life's Ultimate Test. But When It's Unanswered, Is It Not All But A Jest? But Through Shrouds Of Mist, I Find My Way Home. When Thinking Of Her, I'm No Longer Alone.

As The Night Falls You Go Back To Sleep Finding Your Peace For You The Stars Weep Time Suspends Child An Eclipse Of The Mind A Whispering Tune The Heartbreaking Kind No Memories Lost No Experiences Found For In Your Sweet Dreams No Limits Are Bound A Small Tear Of Joy A Sob Of Regret Emotions Run Free Your Destiny Set The Night Slowly Ends Your World Subtly Slows It's Dreaded Work Done Your Final Breath Flows

The Light In Your Eyes A Magnificient Sight I Bask In It's Brilliance Slowly I Take Flight A Vista Of Life Serene In It's Form Sparkling With Energy The Eye Of The Storm The Journey Goes On Dreams Become Real I Am Swept Away So Ends My Ordeal   The Climax Is Reached Storm's Fury Unleashed An Intake Of Breath The Chaos Has Ceased The Dream Slowly Ends No Thoughts Of Remorse For I Truly Saw Beauty's True And Pure Source

Let Fly Your Hopes, Set Loose Your Fears. Unfold The Tension, Release Is Near. Ethereal Longings Of The Soul. A Throbbing Thirst For Salvation. Losing Form, Structure And Mass, Fed By The Flame Of Contemplation. No Luck, No Hope, No Options. Crossroads, Deprived Of Any Sense. Unbound By Rules Of Normality, Encircled By An Imaginary Fence. Instinct, Rudely Awakened By A Sudden Terror, Tenderly Seeking It's Way Through A Darkened Void. Like Roots Struggling To Find Firm Ground, Only To Find They Will Never Be Joined. Time, A Thing Not To Be Grasped, Both In Life And The Realm Of The Dead. Eternal, Ever-Changing, Never Relentin

Suffering from emotive necrophelia. Sadness revived to be drowned in pain. A feast of sorrow made flesh in your thoughts, A compulsive habit of which you cannot refrain. A mental struggle which cannot be won. Your mind's unjust retching, succumbed in defeat. It has not yet ended, it merely begun, With a blast of agony, sanity blows its retreat. Pain burns away before truth's naked eye, Lulling the senses into serene flight. It's only illusion, a self-induced lie. Please heed the following words in your mind: "I plead on my knees, I cry at the thought, of you sitting there, alone in the dark. When holding the steel,  it's edge up